I was sat upon a train and God came sat beside me…
I did not even notice until, He asked, “how long would this ride be?”
I questioned if it was really God, for God would already know….
How long it took, how much it was and where the train would go!
Maybe I was blessed? A test! To see how much I knew…
Maybe I could help God out… in an instant my ego grew.
God said nothing, as I went about, trying to explain…
The timetable, the speed, the make, the workings of a train.
Now I know where I went wrong, and where it was I failed-
The moment that I thought, I knew- is where I was derailed.
O Lord each time you test me, it’s humility I lack-
I replace love with arrogance and I start to go off track.
And You in whom I travel, in whom the world is bound…
Do nothing to prove Yourself, You make not a single sound.
How can You say nothing, when all is done by You?
I’m proud over the smallest things and want the world to view.
Well I managed to stop talking, long enough to ask…
Lord what do You want to teach? What should be my task?
God replied, “No one but me, knows anything about their ride…
Then how can you all plan ahead, when this is what I decide?” I paused to think and ponder and then I replied with this… “O Lord, if I don’t plan at all, then won’t I fail and miss?”
God said, “What if I say the next stop is it? Or pull the emergency chord?”
What of all your plans then friend? What becomes of all your hoard?” I realised I lived on borrowed time, I asked God to forgive,
I thanked God for all I’d been given and asked God, “how should I live?” “Live each moment, in the moment, treat others with love and care…
Be thankful, kind and non judgemental and the light in you please share.
Don’t approach others with selfish intent, no agenda’s or clever techniques…
If you try and poke holes in others, your devotion and love, it leaks.” “The station doesn’t come to you, its you who has to reach,
Your job is not to get side tracked, just follow what I teach.”
I apologised and God got up, I accepted that God reigns,
I am now mindful, I mind the gaps, as I travel on life’s trains.